Am I susceptible?

When I was 14, I was hoping to have a girl friend one day..
When I became 16 I had a girl friend, but there was no excitement in our relation.. so I left her to find someone more sensational.
At university, I met a girl, she was perfect but so emotional. Always crying, and threatening me to kill herself if I leave her.. I left her too, to find another girl who is more simple-hearted.
When I was 25, I started a relation with a simple-hearted girl.. but she was so boring.. She wasn’t able to excite and amaze me and even herself.. and I left her to find someone more adventurous.
I became 28 and I finally found an adventure-loving girl.. but it didn’t work with her too.. she was jumping from there to there and didn’t know what she really wants. Yes she likes to try everything, to some point thats good, but we have to know which path we are taking.. so I left her too, to find someone who knows what to expect from life.
When I was 31, I got married with a girl who knows what she wants and who is down to earth. Definitely she knew what she wants.. when we got divorced she wanted all my wealth and she got it..
Now I am 40 and only thing I want is.. a blonde with huge breast..